all on you

no longer the washed up trashy type, no longer the walked on easy type, not just ya play toy, i know what you mean boy, go on ahead say you need more, i aint the type to please ya and call a score, i aint ya play thing, dont mean a ring, keep that dirty mind, see im not blind, keep talkin those lies, i got other guys, say what you want, im on the hunt, that aint my game, the whole town knows my name, this is all on you, but you aint got a clue, time for me to go, but you dont gotta know, im done with you, just acten like a foo, sad its come to this, you know i just wanna raise a fist, world’s gone cold, yes ill be this bold, its your choice to be the bad guy, its my choice to ask you why, take this how you want it, to me you never even got it.

one got it

you cant stop whats done to you, you can only survive it, its true

dont take the time, pass by it, go on through

i cant imagine this, your all lies, im tellen the truth.

get out the way, stop sellin it, you aint maken it foo.

unstuck like glue

Be true

Be real

Be you

Be still

Dont take this from me, I can-not breathe. Air stays tight, this aint right. you wont see me back down tonight. Run, trip, fall away, this wont help you on any day. Take your words, be gone, leave the bruises. Just leave the pieces when you go. Gone, lost, is that what you are? No hope, no drive, no peace by far? Where did you go, its gone, dont you know? Take it, break it, you know I’ll make it. Dont need you, this, not stuck like glue. Im so far from where you are, cant get here with your car.

hey young world

Heh, not again Ohh, this ain’t supposed to happen to me Keep rockin’, and keep knockin’ Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin’ You see the hate, that they’re servin’ on a platter So what we gon’ have, dessert or disaster? I never thought I’d be in love like this When I look at you my mind goes on a trip Then you came in, and knocked me on my face Feels like in I’m a race But I already won first place I never thought I’d fall for you as hard as I did (As hard as I did, yeah) You got me thinkin’ bout our life our house and kids, yeah Every mornin’ I look at you and smile ‘Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down Knocked me down Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) I never thought I’d, hear myself say, ooh, ya’ll gon’ head I think I’m gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today I used to be commander and chief Of my pimp ship flyin’ high, flyin’ high) Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky (Oh shot me out the sky) Hey, now I’m crashing, don’t know how it happened But I know it feels so damn good Said if I could back, and make it happen faster Don’t you know I would baby if I could Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much She helpin’ me pull it She shot the bullet that ended that life I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight Girl sometimes love Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers So we can finally fly off into NASA You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that Seem to only date the head of football teams And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin’ We, were never meant to be baby we just happen So please, don’t mess up the trick, hey young world I’m the new slick rick They say I move too quick, but we can’t let the moment pass us Let the hourglass pass right into ashes Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses So I wrote this love letter right before my classes How could a goddess ask, someone that’s only average For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch? Whoa, it’s me, baby this is tragic ‘Cause we had it, we was magic I was flyin’, now I’m crashin’ This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson Now I’m mad, real mad, Joe Jackson You should leave your boyfriend now, I’mma ask him Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad So will u bring a better future than I had in the past Oh Cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did I don’t wanna fall back on my face again Whoa, whoa, I’ll admit it, I was scared to answer love’s call Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall (When it comes around) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Won’t see it coming when it happens, hey But when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down Won’t see it coming when it happens But when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down

hindered

silently im broken, thoughts go unspoken

drifting, dreaming, doubting, pleading

truth unsaid, my face is red

i love you. i love you.

im standing unmoved God’s grace to prove

its not done, its all just begun.

Turn around you will see, the better side of me.

Trust is all you need.

 

bleeding love

Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone’s looking ’round, thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

-leona.louis

point blank

memories forgotten

memories taken

old friends lost

new friends made

life goes on

come a new day

We all have dissapointments. We have have fears. We all have losses, that come with hard tears.  We all wait for someone, a new day, another time.  We all carry each other, towards the finish line. We all take the fight, with our last breath. We all take the heat, until theres nothing left. We all have the bonds, that make us stronger.  We all have the heart to make it longer. 

If you give up, no one will push you.  If you give in, no one will catch you.

preach it sister

Christ never allows the hearts of His own to be shattered without excellent reasons and eternal purposes

-beth.moore.

waking up

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart Then waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for a moment you can hardly breathe

Wondering was he really here? Is he standing in my room? No he’s not, ’cause he’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone….

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part he takes you in with his crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No he can’t, ’cause he’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone…. Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands? Would you get them if i did? No you won’t, ’cause you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone….

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart Then waking up is the hardest part

=john mayer

9/6/09

Let me tell you it’s over, and over and over again you tell me you’re there

I walk away and turn my face as the sun is setting lower

You tell me to come back baby, please walk a little slower

Fleeting light and breaking glass, cutting deep into the past

All this time I spent pretending a lie

Now you tell me you don’t wanna try

Trust is the word we never got, never wondered, never brought

This is the day, the day I cried from a word never caught